I sometimes feel like I am hollow,
I cannot lead, and I cannot follow.
I have no soul, and I have no mind,
There is nothing else left to find.
I've burned so much my heart is cold,
I only do what I am told.
Without feelings one cannot be,
And this is what has happened to
me.
I do not feel like I'm a man,
And I don't think I ever can.
My heart is hollow, life is dead,
My veins are always pumping lead.
With ever-sluggish movement, I rise,
Only to endure another days lies.
Cold-hearted and soulless, my only
thought
Is to do what I was taught
I work all night and sleep all day,
That's all I know, there's no other
way.
You have to follow before you can
lead.
My life is full of evil deeds.
Nobody knows, and nobody will.
I move about silently, ready to kill.
I'll never know how to really live,
Until my punishment God gives.
